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well i dont have much to say abt what i did now cos its nothing much and yeh this might be my last post up eVER!!! so i better make it super duper long!!! well my week has been....really wierd...one minute happy...next sick....then unhappy...then depressed...then sleepless nights....then unable to eat or drink anything....then the weakness and loss of energy...*seeing as i couldnt eat or drink how to get energy huh??* oh and did i manage to fit in ANGER?? well that too....and dissapointment....unease......helplessness.....aiyoh the whole lot larH...it was pretty bad...but today i was able to release it all into the sea!!! *i love the sea...*
last week was a bit hectic having to finish up assignments and hading them up...preparing for the term to conclude...choir rehearsals were doubly challenging as we need to practice...run through..learn and remember new songs...old songs...song pieces we are gonna perform on SPEACH NIGHT!!! whoa....hectic and busy week i have to admit....Finally some good news awaited on friday!!! i did kinda well for science and i was like WHOA!! finally man...for the whole of TERM 3 my grades were slowly decreading but now they seem to have an odd pattern of rising and falling!!! ahahhaaa first term....uP...second term down....third..down.....fourth up!! aHahahaha =P yay!!! lets see what am i doing now??? listening to this japanese song...really loud!! max volume....and yeh.....closing my eyes...trying to figure what its saying...by the sound of it she is talking abt her only love...how the time and stuff they had had all been (something)...eh..its a sad song...haiz....as for voice lessons!! they are going rather well...i've moved away from OPERA to pop!!! the swinging 60 's and 70 's yeh super cooL!! im doing " Can't Smile Without You"....Les Miserebles " On My Own" and " Till There Was You"
yeh my tacher thought they were good for my voice to bring out and yeh...i should say its true....but they are rather sad titles come to think abt it....but they are nice songs too!!! yeh........
eRM also we had a talk abt job experience for yr 10...i was thinking either law firm....marine biology or (easy way out) work at a bubble tea chain!! well i decided not to do law anymore and as for bubble tea....*Naahh* so im going for Marine biology!! YipPEEE i love the oceana s everyone knows....well almost everyone...anyway....yeh cos i really wanna work with dolphins and be near the sea everyday!! so yeh!! there's where im gonna work for the summer holidays...i've made up my mind....and yeh ive also decided not to learn the guitar anymore cos of an accident......cut my finger on the string just now...it hurtSS!!!*Grrr* (tries to kill the guitar again) ahahahaa yeh as for my voice lessons and singing..i mite stop as well...cos....well cos...i am not sure if i would get the vocal scholarship and it cost quite a lot to have tuition for voice and so i've decided upon the results to make my decision......*seems like im giving up heaps hey??* anyways............
on saturday i went to the city in the after noon with rix to watch japanese movie!! ahahhaa well mum sent me over to her house and we walked to the train station in claremont form there in the HOT SUN!! under extreme conditionS!!!we met up with andrea and amelia and *wink wink* ahahah then went to Tea Fusion for bubble Tea and guess who i sAW there?>>!!! ANAND!! i saw him!!! yeh!!! and then i was like hey man wassuppp???? and he said good and hows it going and stuff and so yeh everyone left at around 4 ish...and Amelia 's mum offered to send me back *cos my daRN fone ran out fo DARN creDIT* how sweet right??? came home broke cos i bought reee bubble tea as well then has a freezing cold shower cos it was boiling and yeP and went on msn as USUAL yep and then....there are other stuff that happened as well but there is not point talking abt it....really no point at all!! even though my policy of * dont hide from your fears* is applied to everything....i am afraid i have to break it... just this time ahahaa....*very first time too!! and last time* so yeh ShHhhhh
well TODAY!!! i went to penguin island!! it was hell fun!!! we had an hour bus ride...then a 30 minute ferry ride across....ahahaha and then we explored the island encountering extremely wierd creatures!!! hehehe and did u know penguins can be found IN BUSHES? AAAHhahahahaa* syaz!!! AHahahhahahhahha* aNd we saw those GIANT skinks!!! EEEWWWW uGly BRoWn SliMy LiZaRdOooo!!! yeh and everyone freaked out!! hehehe saw penguins being fed and stufff and there were signs of " beware of snakes" and we were like screaming through the grass!! ahahahhaa...yeh but the over view of the whole island up on pelican point was extremely breath taking!! hehhee and yeh we were splashing around in the clear blue water!!! making sand castles and yeh!! fun!!!though the tide kept coming in and destroying all of my "rock pools" aahahhahaa *amazing things these beaches are...they transform u into a lil girl...they bring u back in time where u knew what real joy was* (smiles to myself)also....amelia and rix and andrea were burrying their feet in sand and then erm amelia spotted a pink shell in the sand and she wanted to pick its up,but the shell MOVED and she screamed her head off!!!! guess what???the pink shell was erika's TOE!!!CLASSICAL MOMENTS!!!! yeP and as usual i did most of the note taking and the rest did most of the copying!! ahahhaa they are so cute sometimes hehehe but hey thats what friends are for right??? friends BE with YOU in time of trouble, when u are SAD, troubled, distressed etc and yada yada yada......i've got no more mood to write anymore...i guess this is so long...farewell......from now on...my life would be my life...and my screts my secrets...and this blog.......?? i dunno maybe dispose of it or something....... okay......i'll just leave it for now...just in case i change my mind and become fikle minded again.....hmm..oh well life goes on eh??? and heres one song which was stuck in my head the whole DAY
Life Is a Rollercoaster
Na na na na na ( x4)
Hey babyYou really got my tail in a spin
Hey babyI don’t even know where to begin
But baby I got one thing I want you to know
Wherever you go tell me cause I’m gonna go
We found love, so don’t fight it
Life is a rollercoaster just gotta ride it
I need you, so stop hiding
Our love is a mystery girl lets get inside it
Hey babyYou’ve really got me flying tonight (flying tonight)
Hey sugarYou almost got us punched in a fight (that’s alright)
But baby you know the one thing I gotta know
Wherever you go tell me cause I’m gonna show
We found love, so don’t fight it
Life is a rollercoaster just gotta ride it
I need you, so stop hiding
Our love is a mystery girl lets get inside it
ListenCan’t you feel my heart?
Can’t you feel my heart?
Can’t you take my heart?
We found love, so don’t fight it
Life is a rollercoaster just gotta ride it (all night long)
I need you, so stop hiding
Our love is a mystery girl lets get inside it
Don’t fight it, fight it, fight it
Na na na na na
Don’t fight it, fight it, fight it
Na na na na na
Don’t fight it, fight it, fight it
Na na na na na
Don’t fight it, fight it, fight it
Na na na na na
Don’t fight it, fight it, fight it
Na na na na na
Na na na na na
Our love is a mystery girl lets get inside it (*to fade*)
well u see...its at times like these i hate the most....i dunno why..but people do the craziest things to hurt u....i dunno why....but i know how....its hard to face up to reality and sometimes i really do wish i am able to turn back time...set things right....make things perfect...but thats not how life goes....life is everything everyone has to go through....be it having someone with u or all alone...and finding the right ppl to trust plays another important factor......its the hard lesson of life.....i always believe in folowing your heart..but sometimes....its really hard to do just that....honestly speaking as well cos yeh...
i also want to thank all of my friends who have stood by my side and encouraged me day by day....who were with me when i reached breaking point.....who understood what i needed the most....i know we got into lots of misunderstandings but u know we learn from each other and it is through these tight situations where we get to know each other better.....and i just wanna say i love u gals heaps!! MAGS gals are MADE EASY!!! hahahhaa
M esa
A ndrea
D elcyn
E rika
E sther
A melia
S yaz
Y ulyn
yeh and also my singapore friends whom i call my four leaf clover!! hehehe we were thinking DDMJC but naahh ahahhaa or even D2J and MC ahaha nah but it works out fine as FOUR LEAF CLOVER
Marina
Dawn
JacKy
Charmain
luvv ya all heaps...sorry i can't go back to see u guys....its gonna be a long long wait before i even see u again....but yeh i will one day....=P
eRM yeh....
cya around....gtg...syoonara adios...arivedachi... aurevour ...videsen...ciao...bao never change oh mercy mercy dont make me cry...i've got trouble with good bye *from leann rhimes [ trouble with goodbye]*
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